Monday, 23 December 2013

闲谈 -- 倒數 count down


在普天同慶聖誕節來臨的這一刻
倒數的腳步還剩 二十多個鐘頭              
明年的此時此刻  又同樣會再倒數

但!

在十二月二十六日午夜 還有五十個鐘頭
兩個雅虎部落格 將從此永遠地走進了歷史

看這時間慢慢地溜過 這樣倒數法 還真難熬真難捨
只有短短的四年 就這樣被迫捨棄 真得好難受.

停頓了整整一個多月 無法呈現新作品上網
(17-11-2013) 之後  沒任何作品放上網 或
將無名小站裡的作品搬移過來eblogger

後天便是 台灣yahoo的兩個部落格最後期限
從此 真正地走進歷史 今天無論多累也來留言
感嘆一下 難捨的心情  也  因太久無聲無息
怕讓網友們 還以為 我也"走入了歷史"  做仙去了!



Count Down


                           


Tomorrow night is Christmas Eve!
New Year is just around the corner!
Its is going to have another Count down
Every years end will doing the same Countdown.

But on the Midnight of 26th December 2013
it will never have another count down next year for
Taiwan Yahoo's Blog  And " Wretch" Blogs again.
Is very Sad to see it go into history after tomorrow night.
as I been with them for more than 4 years since 2009.





Sunday, 17 November 2013

佛學班 --上課去!

阿彌陀佛!

到佛學院上課去 不知不覺已三個月了 目前只屬初級 還有中級到更高班級去
下來 路還很"長遠" 但我很"快樂" 得上課去 須換上好幾趟的車程才到達目的地
每星期只上一堂課 但 好期待那天的到來  雖轉車又轉車 倒也轉得很開心.

老友常說我很有福報 想起來倒也是 凡事我想去尋找或多了解和佛教有關的

都會被我一一找到 須謝謝兩位好姐妹 不辭勞苦為我學佛而 "奔波"尋找
甚至還陪我上佛学班 得以相識如此好友 不但真有福報 覺得三生有幸哦!

課上的"同學們" 好大部分都是四十來歲 六十左右也有數位

最為年青的不多 也有三十歲左右  籌起一班不是很老又不年少的
非常幽默又愛鬧笑話的一群  幾乎每堂課都在笑聲中度過.
"老師" 法宣法師 很"年輕" 莊嚴也愛說笑 使得課程嚴謹且不乏味.

初級班課程 主要講解的是 佛教來源及佛祖的歷史

話說大家都是"初級生" 但不少"同學" 對佛教中的禮節早已很 "熟悉"
讓我這 是懂非懂的"新生"  聽不懂一些"佛教名詞及禮節" 有點望塵莫及.

Monday, 11 November 2013

勿用紙張制成的食品來祭拜往生者

紙扎的用品,祂們是否用的着,那只是慰籍活人的心。
  

勿用紙張制成的《食品》來祭拜往生者
{{ 無名小站/13-04-2012 16.11pm }}


千萬不可以用紙扎所 制成的《食品》來祭拜往生者。

清明節,是我們華人對祖先的懷念及聊表孝心的日子。

專賣香燭紙料店,現在除了一些傳統的金銀紙貢拜神明,還有
祭拜往生者的冥纸钱等,尤其是祭拜給往生者的紙料製成用品
是越來越多樣化, 五花八門看到眼花繚亂。

從穿的、用的、玩的、電腦、交通工具及紙糊的洋房等等。
往生者 他们收不收得到 或 用不用得著,都是一份慰藉活人的心意。


紙扎的龍蝦和鮑魚,這份要多少錢, 不如把錢買真 食物,幾粒水果都可以。
                                            
                                           紙扎的龍蝦和鮑魚,這份要多少錢?
                                          不如把錢買食物,幾包子和粒水果都可以。

                                              
近年來,還用紙扎的食物、飲料 和 三性 ( 雞,鴨,燒肉 )

甚至連漢堡包、罐裝啤酒、罐裝氣水、朱古力餅 等。

紙糊制的食物》祭拜往生者,是等於在 欺騙 往生者和孤魂們。

當牠們 看得到《吃》不到,激怒了往生者不是鬧著玩的。

心裏存有疑惑,那不如不要拜,拜祖先不是要炫耀給他人看。

可以把錢省起來,也不會得罪 各路眾生” 不会造厄業。

千萬千萬,不要拿這些用紙張所製的《食物》來《敷衍》往生者。


有虔誠和孝心,水果幾粒,包子幾個 和一瓶清水* (水很重要)

或一杯清水,以及一點 傳統 的金銀紙錢、一些往生錢便足夠了。

那些富裕者 或 負擔得起的人士,想要拜個三性或五性都可以,

祭拜更多祭品和食物 那都是隨人而亦。

佛教弟子能唸個變食咒和甘露水咒 那更是功德無量 !

總而言之 千萬不能用紙糊的《食品》來祭拜往生者。     

   

無論是祭拜祖先或孤魂們後的食物, 我們都可以食用,

千萬不能糟蹋食物,因為世界各地,還有很多人在挨餓,

拜多 或 拜少,都是一份心意. 不要糟蹋食物🙏


** 記得祭品的食物,別擱得太久,尤其是有肉類等。

我來教大家做個小試驗,買四粒肉粽子,
拿兩粒放開來, 兩粒粽子拿去拜祖先或孤魂。

記得四粒粽子都別放進冰箱。隔天要一起打開,聞一聞拜過的,
再聞一聞沒拜過的,看看它的差異在那裡。
一些年長者,多數都知道,拜過祖先或孤魂的鷄鴨,味道有差別的。



** 27-03-2021  (今天剛貼上這則)

思念祖先或家屬,想去拜拜,口袋沒幾個錢。不去拜拜,很難過心裏那一關。
買一包 叉燒飯 和 一瓶水 ,一些傳統 金銀紙錢和往生紙,祖先不會怪的。🙏



                                                       拜多,拜少,都是一份心意。
















Sunday, 10 November 2013

傍晚的電話響 ( 诡异事件 - 4 )

{{ Wretch/傍晚的電話響   28-01-2013      21.51pm }}


继< 很靈驗的夢> 之後   好久好久沒有詭異事件呈現在部落格裡
傍晚 我家老么( 小弟) 打電話通知我們 他岳父的老母親今早過世了
今天他們家裡不知甚麼時候來了一只 稀少見到的 純白色飛蛾 .......


小弟問我會不會是弟媳的阿嬤來看他們 或 是我們的父親來 "看" 他們
我說都有著可能 和他聊了很久 說著說著  就聊到了我們的已故父親去

我便順口問起 當年父親剛剛過世時 大哥家 老二家和我們家 剩至我們
做生意的店裡 都見過 異常大只的蝴蝶 尤其之後 店裡經常出現蝴蝶
這問題一直想問小弟 父親剛過世時 他家可有 出現大蝴蝶或是飛蛾等...

小弟說蝴蝶是沒見到 不過 在父親火化的隔天 他家裡傍晚電話鈴聲響
父親在世時 都喜歡在傍晚時分 打電話給他 尤其是大姪女若抱回家去
當時 大姪女才十四個月大 每個周末都會被小弟夫婦抱回家去享天倫之樂

父親火化的隔天 也是骨灰安置在靈骨塔後 我們都各自回家後 那天傍晚
他家電話響 老么拿起電話聽筒 開始沒有聲音 後來聽到有人在說話
是我們家 這邊在說話 就是沒人接電話 老弟聽了好一陣 才用手機打給小妹
說 我們家電話聽筒沒放好 小妹告訴他 電話的聽筒 蓋得好好的 沒人在用呀?

在傍晚? 老弟至今都覺得一切太玄了 太不可思議了..................

想起父親離世前 那陣子經常會在傍晚 打過去和他聊天....................

那天 傍晚的電話 會是父親打來的嗎?     Smiley  Smiley

Saturday, 9 November 2013

" 讓你母親來代替" ( 詭異事件 3 )


" 讓你母親來代替 "    {{ 無名小站/ 21-04-2011    18.31pm }}


父親從十八九歲開時 便對神明非常地虔誠

對自己 對子女或家裡 一切的開銷 都很節簡

惟有對神明 從不吝嗇 也從未手軟 誠心奉獻

他也很樂善好施 常幫助他人  且不曾听他提起

他往生之後才得知  曾经受過他幫助過的人親自說

也或許他和神明有機緣吧或是他前世修得好道    今生

他雖然不是大福大貴之人  年輕時 有著不平坦曲折的人生

但從中年步入到晚年 過著快樂平安以及很無優的生活

兒女們 雖都是普通人家 沒多大本事  對父母有儘孝道


話說回當年 在父親在 三十一歲 (虛歲) 那一年 過農曆新年

正月初四 家家戶戶迎接神明 正月初六祈福及補運程

父親总會去祈求 新的一年裡 家宅平安及補補運程

同樣的 父親依舊貫律地去祈福和問家運  神靈降在乩童身子

祂便很直接地對父親說道:

" 你的陽壽將儘了 你可知道 你家的灶君上天為你求情,

 因為你的虔誠使到眾神明為你上蒼天求情

你有年迈的雙親及五個年幼孩子要養 全家九口全靠你一人

現在由你老母親來替代你 "  當時的祖母 已經七十出歲

父親嚇到不知如何是好 平常對神明的誠心也開始懷疑了

聽了那乩童所說的話後 一路忐忑不安地趕緊回家去


一踏進家門 便看見祖母興高采烈 手舞足蹈 嗓門還很響亮地

和鄰居們在講故事情節 因她剛看完街戲(大戲) 回家

看見祖母平安 父親松了一口氣 心裡還是很忐忑不安地

每晚睡到半夜 便起身偷偷地去望下我祖母是否平安無事

幾天下來 祖母都沒事 如常生活 父親人也漸漸地放鬆了

跟據我的母親所描說 到了正月十二祖母便開始覺得人不舒服

先是胃不舒暢兩天 祖母也很節儉 她不看醫生 到中藥舖抓草藥來煎

到了正月十四後 祖母便開始昏沈沉沉地睡 不吃也不喝

父親請醫生到家裡看她 却說她活不過那兩天

正月十八 祖母嚥下最一口氣  便與世長辭了

從正月初六到正月十八 才短短的十二天裡

從一個精神奕奕到昏迷 到去世 這樣短時間內

我祖母除了有些的老人家的通病之外 還算挺健康的

若不是"替代"父親 至少再活個五年八年應該沒問題


在眾神明的保佑下 我父親足足活多四十個年頭

去世時 享年七十一歲 他還見到兒孫滿堂.




Friday, 8 November 2013

大伯公發怒 ( 詭異事件-2 )


大伯公發怒   {{ 無名小站/20-04-2011    16.08pm }}



很久沒有詭異故事寫 昨日和家人在談起一些關於父親年輕時的趣事

突然想起當年父親在世時 曾經說過幾件相當詭異的事發生在他身上





父親在十八九歲時 認識了一班好友 專跟隨著戲班到處去做小生意

戲班所到之處 他們一定到 在哪年代街戲( 大戲) 是很盛大及熱鬧的

主要都是神明誕辰或是酬神祭典都要邀請戲班去演出

從年頭到到年尾 可以說幾乎每個月份都會有街戲

每一處都會演上好幾天 甚至十天半個月都有 有時也到較偏遠的鄉村去


戲班開鑼時間是傍晚七點正 小販們會在四五點先去霸個位置擺攤

有一會 和往常一樣 霸好了位置 整理好 先去吃晚飯

父親便買了一碗牛肉面 賣牛肉面的攤販位於祭神壇搭棚不遠

父親順便捧著碗面 心想走進棚內找個地方坐下來享用哪牛肉面

右腳先踏入棚內左腳像是有人拉住 整個人失去平衡

砰! 連人帶碗撲倒在地上 牛肉面撒落滿地 在場都圍過來看究竟

連忙要爬起來 卻又再 撲倒一次 像似有人在他背後把他壓制住

先把面條及打破的碗掃除後 那時的父親還是個年輕小夥子

覺得好尷尬 這麼大一個人 如此平坦的路都會拌倒兩次

覺得很沒面子 整理好後 又再買多一碗來吃.


當晚睡夢中 父親夢見大伯公 手握著長長手檜 狠狠地向父親的頭敲打下去

怒氣沖沖地指著父親 “你呀!.. 你! ”  父親從夢中驚醒  醒來後回想

神壇裡還有觀音娘娘和別的神明 ( 我也忘了父親所提的是那一位神明)

隔天 父親趕緊去向大伯公陪不是 也和觀音娘娘陪不是

從此以後父親不再碰牛肉 對神明更是虔誠得很 非常得虔誠

就如父親自己常說 他所燒過的香 可以用輛卡車來運載.



Wednesday, 6 November 2013

Sorry for the delay.


Smiley
Is running out time, Taiwan Wretch/無名小站 website
already  closed to all writers to retreive their works.

So I busy shifting the Chinese stories  over to eblogger first.
If got spare times I will translate it to English and post it.
I have found the Animated Emoticons which can added to stories,
it will be more vivid with the stories.

It will take sometimes to edit my English stories,
Sorry for the delay, to all my foreigner friends.
Smiley


Sunday, 3 November 2013

Big Butterfly

Seeing butterflies fluttering around the flowers and plants
never ever come across my mind with any abnormally "Imagination".
I being scare of butterflies or moths for years especially during the night.
But now, hoping to see it appear again...and again..........
According to legend, a person die his spirit will come back to see the
loves one in the form of insects like butterflies or moths and even grasshoppers.
But how true is it, I not really sure, until the years 2003 my father passed away, on the Seventh day morning after my father passed away,  a very Big butterfly resting on the wall just outside my house.

We stay on the 6th floor then, there was bushes, trees and flowers around
the ground floor compound.  Sometimes there is small butterflies
and bees flying around but such big butterfly ( about 4 inches in size)
seem a bit uncommon and it was right at our door step.
I know its must be our father came back to see us, as what we believed.

On the same day, the butterfly appears at my second brother's home,
My brother saw it at his door gate a huge butterfly, he immediately
understand " if you are father, please come inside to my house".
My father often visit my second brother home to see his two grandsons
Do not notice when was the butterfly got in, it stay in the toilet's
window pane( the window pane was shut then ).

The main hall has deity status Avalokiteshvara( The goddness of Mercy)
as what old folks said the toilet is YIN place whereby the spirit can stay.
It stayed there for hours, because of its huge sizes, the children
was scared ( my nephews was then 1 and 4 yrs old).
So, my brother again talk to it: " the children are scare"
And to my brother surprised, very fast it disappeared and
how did it disappear or fly out of the place, nobody saw it.
It was at my eldest brother home too on the same day.
I wanted to asked the other two brothers whether they
saw any butterfly during the time my dad just passed away
but each time gathering was too busy that forget to about it.


After the funeral, all of us went back to work and the big butterfly
appear at our shop. Usually, its were stay high above the sighboard
or on the wall  whereby my father used to sit below during the time
he was helping up in the shop.
Our shop and the business means alots to my father,
he ever said before, his spirit will come and watch over the shop
even he passed away, and true enough he came oftenly.
He came in different sizes of butterflies after his 100th days.
Each time, its will stay many hours before it disappeared.

2010 we got the intention giving up the business and rent
out the shop as business was slow and bad.
From then we seldom saw any butterfly around as if that
our father know that we are going to leave the place.



On our selling product.






大蝴蝶 ( 詭異事件)

经常 看著蝴蝶 或 飞蛾 在花草樹木间飛舞
自己不曾对它们  有過什么 異常的"想像"
从害怕看到蝴蝶 或飛蛾  尤其是在夜间裡 .....
後来却 多盼望看到它的出現......多麼矛盾的心情........




大蝴蝶   {{ 無名小站/16-03-2011   21.28pm }}



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傳說 一個人往生後 會變成昆蟲或蝴蝶回來探望親人 不知是真是假 我的父親剛過世不久 在頭七其間的時侯
我們家來了一隻大約 有三到四英寸的大蝴蝶  在屋外牆壁上
我們是住組屋六樓高 平時可以說更本沒見過蝴蝶來到樓上
樓下有花草樹木 小小蝴蝶倒不少 如此這般大的蝴蝶
可以說見都沒見過  即刻明白了 父親來看我們了!

老二家住盛港組屋七樓高 離我們家有三十分鐘路程
同一天 大蝴蝶也停在老二家的外門的鐵門上
父親在世時 最疼愛老二的兩個孩子 常上老二家去看孫子
老二心裡明白可能是 父親來看他們 還對它說 請它進屋坐坐
不知何時 大蝴蝶飛進了屋子廁所裡 停溜在關遮玻璃窗上
家裡大廳有安神明 廁所較陰 它停留很久 遲遲沒飛走
老二怕它嚇著孩子們 便對它說了 說也奇怪 很快它就不見了
如何地飛走 從那裡飛走 沒人看到 瞬間就不見了

它也出現在大哥家 大哥住在西部 離我們家更遠
開了鐵門後 有個小小空間擺放鞋架和腳踏車 再來大木門
聽大哥說 大蝴蝶就停在鐵門內 也逗留了很久
一直想問老三 和老么小弟 有沒有看到大蝴蝶到他們家
但每回聚會 太熱鬧或太忙祿 都忘了問.

頭七之後 沒再見到大蝴蝶了 但常有隻約兩三寸多的深褐色蝴蝶
出現在我的商店 通常它停在招牌上或在父親生前所坐位置的上方
父親很關心也很在乎這盤生意  曾經說過 就算死後也會常來看看

它的出現 都會在大節日前後 每一次都逗留時間都很久
或許父親已經知道我們想要把生意結束
從去年開始 就不常再看蝴蝶的再出現了.



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它停留在貨物上


Tuesday, 22 October 2013

Butterfly Part 3 / 蝴蝶送我回家 Part 3





蝴蝶送我回家 Part 3        {{ wretch/15-05-2010    01.47am}}


工作的地方離我家很近, 走大越十五分鐘的路程就到家,

必須 經過一座很長的店舖組屋再過條小小馬路便到我家附近

我家樓下也有很多商店, 要經過幾座組屋才到達我所居住的那座楼宇
每晚十點鍾放工, 商店大都打烊了, 只剩兩家咖啡店還在營業到凌晨
夜深了, 暗暗的街道上人煙較稀少, 長長的商店走廊也是我每晚必經之路
那晚也不例外, 走出百貨大樓便像以往那樣向組屋商店走回家去,

剛在公司所發生的都忘了, 心理還在想今天是周末, 電視節目一定有看頭
應該會是香港無線的好戲吧, 想著, 想著, 我突然看到有只蝴蝶在牆壁上,
不覺得有甚麼不妥, 又繼續走我的路, 再過兩間店舖, 又見到有只蝴蝶在牆角邊
心理在想, 今晚的蝴蝶還真多喔! 再過兩間店舖又見到一只蝴蝶 也是在牆壁上
有這樣巧嗎 ? 為甚麼每一道牆上就一只蝴蝶, 差不多都停同在一個位只上
心理開始覺得有點不安, 放快腳步, 還有幾間店舖便可以過馬路了,
告訴自己不要再抬頭看, 但又覺得自己太多疑了吧 ? 可能只是湊巧吧?


蝴蝶送我回家 Part 4   {{ wretch/15-05-2010   03.18am}} 


來到最後第二家店舖時, 我勉強自己再抬頭望一下, 為什麼會這樣?
我全身開始在抖心也跳好快, 我放快腳步衝過馬路來到我家樓下,
因為我所居住的組屋是由八座組屋連接在一起 成為小商場       
連接的樓層都是商店, 我必須饒過幾座才到達我所居住的那一座,

我不敢再抬頭去看, 低著頭趕緊得走, 來到我所居住的那座
看到電梯才松了口氣, 還以為是平安了,電梯門一開, 我快速走進去
手很快地安了十樓的鈕, 再看清楚, 天呀! 我差點止息了, 我的心快掉出來
它就在我眼前, 就在電鈕的旁邊, 我怕到閉著眼睛不敢看,     
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當時蝴蝶就在十樓安鈕旁
心理一直唸經 : “ 喃摩觀世音普薩, 喃摩觀世音普薩, 喃摩觀世音普薩 "
電梯快開門呀…….快開門呀! 我好怕, 我真的好怕 我心在吶喊 !
電梯門一開, 我便立刻衝了出去, 頭也不回便跑到家門口.

回到家裡頭, 嚇到臉青唇白地, 過了好久元神才歸位了     

事隔三十多年了, 每當想起這事, 我心理還有餘悸, 太可怕了
我告訴自己再也不能對昆蟲說話了,尤其是蝴蝶和飛蛾.


小時後常會聽老一輩說過蝴蝶或是蛾是神明或是幽靈的 化身,
有些往生者會化成蝴蝶或飛蛾會來看看他們的親人,
所以我們不 能傷害于它們 , 下來 我會寫另一個也和蝴蝶有關的


至於那天夜裡那只蝴蝶, 它可能只是想護送我回家吧

( IQ 精神 自我安慰咯。。 )


THE END 






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Butterfly see me home  Part 3 and Part 4

{{ wretch/15-05-2010 01.47am}}



Working place was close to my home
It take me about 10 to 15 minutes to walk home
Ten o'clock at night after work , most of the shops was closed
leaving two big coffeeshops was still open until midnight.
Late at night, I must walk thru the long corridor of building
thats the only way home. After all the shops were closed,
the corridor way was dark with some dim lights on.

That night was no exception, as usual I walking on the dark corridor
My mind was wondering what TV program would cast on that night.
Weekend usually had more favorite dramas on television.
The Hongkong soap dramas only cast one episode on weekend.
Especially Hongkong TV drama was popular during the late 70's

     
As walking along the corridor, I notice a butterfly landing
on one of the wall pillar outside the first shop I passby,
never think too much about it, I carry on walking home,
Passing by another shop, there stand another butterfly,
I was telling myself, Oh! tonight got so many butterflies around.
Never thought something was weird and carry on walking.

Pass by another shop, again on the wall pillar stand a butterfly             
the same size and  roughly on the same spot area of the pillar.

After I seeing  4 or 5 of them and I start wondering in my heart
why on  the  same position?  why each pillar stand only one butterfly?
 I felt abit uneasy and scare and tell myself not to look up at the pillar
and still a few shops to go before crossing a small road.
Come to junction, before crossing the road ,  I took another peep
on the last shop pillar,  Oh! my heart start hammering.
I dashed across the small road and came over to my estate building.

My estate building was like a small shopping mall,
on the first and second floors was all joined together,
with most amenties around, the third floor was a open space,
and 8 block of high raised flats was built from the third floor upward.

My estate was much brighter though the shops was closed.
just walk quickly to my lift lobby where I stayed.
While waiting for the lift, my heart was still trembling
my mind still flashing pictures of the weird butterfly.

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It was just next to the 10th floor button


The Lift door open, I went in the lift alone, naturally I raised
my finger to press the button of the tenth floor where I stayed.
OH! God! I nearly fainted, the butterfly just beside the buttons.
I wanted to dash out of lift but it closed too fast,
I closed my eyes and start chanting my prayer,
Oh Goddess of Mercy! I chanted over and over till the door open,
 I never ever so scare of life before, my leg trembling.
The lift took about 2 minutes to reach the tenth floor.
Immediately I dash out and ran home as quick as possible.
My parent asked what had happen to me as they saw  my face was so pale and trembling.

I told myself  NEVER NEVER ever talk to insects anymore especially to butterflies.


When I was a young girl, heard from the old folks that butterflies were transformed
 from dead spirits or deities, especially someone just passed away.

They will return to see the love one.
I have more stories on butterflies  eversince my Dad passed away in 2003.
After all these years of experience,  I no more scare of butterflies,

** That very Night,   that Particular Butterfly,  maybe its

      intention was just to see me home as I save its life.

**But, On that very night   it nearly cost my own life.
     Luckily I am still young then, no heart attack.

The End.


Sunday, 20 October 2013

Butterfly part 2 / 蝴蝶喝醉了 Part 2

蝴蝶喝醉了 Part 2                {{ wretch/10-05-2010    23.12pm }}




說到蝴蝶吸乾了酒後, 大家各忙各的, 我發現蝴蝶不見了,

其是我心也在納悶, 我們公司在一棟幾層樓高的百貨商場內
蝴蝶是如何飛進來呢? 突然發現我腳下的紅色地毯
那只蝴蝶就在那裡, “ 擗哩” “ 擗哩” 地轉來又轉去很久
想要飛又飛不起, 在那紅地毯一直繞圈子, 看起來它真是喝醉了


這種奇觀真得很微妙, 很不可思議, 實在 叫人難以相信,
蝴蝶不但會喝酒 還真的喝醉了, 也讓我很心疼它,
顧客很多, 人來人往 我怕它會被人群給踩死,
拿了張紙, 我蹲下來把它慢慢地 移到一旁的牆角,
邊移邊對它說道 : 你乖乖地留在這裡別亂撞  不然你會被人踩踩死!
過後我忙于工作, 也沒有去留意它, 等我要放工時才發現它已不知所蹤了.



3 至 4 公分 大小蝴蝶

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{{ wretch/10-05-2010  23.12pm }}


A drunk butterfly



All colleagues was busy with work, everybody forget about that butterfly.
I was quite curious how did the butterfly came into our emporium
it was a tall building with fully air-conditional with no windows around.
Our emporium was at the third floor of the building.
All of a sudden, I saw the butterfly flipping on the red carpet floor,
it goes round and round on the carpet, even flipping sound can be heard
It was drunk!  the butterfly was drunk, really can't believe what I seen.

Too many people walking around and quickly I took a piece of paper
stood down and slowly I lead it to the pillar on a side and said to it
" Be good,  you better stay here, don't move around,
   you be crushed to death! by the people ."

 After left it near a wall pillar and I went back to my work,
and almost forget everything till times to go home.
I go around looking for it  and the butterfly  was disappeared.






Saturday, 19 October 2013

Butterfly part-1 / 蝴蝶會喝酒 part-1

蝴蝶會喝酒 part 1      {{wretch/09-05-2010  01.57am }}



先來講一個發生在我自己身上, 很玄之又玄的事件 Smiley

當時的我是在一間中國百貨公司當售貨員,
百貨公司里專賣成藥, 藥材及各種酒類,
我就在專賣酒的的部門, 因為是間新公司, 剛開張不久,
1977/78 中國成藥中心
四名同事
背景就是人工
畫的廣告
周末時, 人潮很多, 還請專門的推銷員來 推銷各種酒類,
推銷員都會用小酒杯倒少許酒讓顧客們先品嚐, 品嚐,
顧客們品嚐酒時, 有些不會乾了整杯酒, 小酒杯會剩下少許的酒

我會在一旁協助她們賣酒, 人太多時也幫忙洗下酒杯,
不知甚麼時侯來了一只蝴蝶, 就停在其中一個酒杯上,
玻璃杯裡還有少許酒, 它慢慢地往酒杯裡走進去 然後嘴裡吐出 proboscis (feeding tube)
長長的有如舌頭般, 來舔和及吸乾那酒杯裡所剩的少許的酒
我非常驚訝, 叫了幾位同事們來看, 大家都覺得太不可思議了

蝴蝶會喝酒呀! 蝴蝶會喝酒呀! 幾個同事都圍過來看
小酒杯是玻璃做的, 看得很清楚, 看著它把酒給吸完
剛好我們公司裡有位專為公司畫廣告的張先生也在場

我們叫他去拿相機來拍  他却说 会將記在腦海, 改天將它畫出來
哪年代(1977/78) 廣告都是畫在油布上像電影院一樣
過後好像是不了了之, 他是大忙人, 我們也不怎麼熟也沒再追問
不知道他是否有將它畫出來?



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{{ Wretch/ 09-05-2010     01.57am}}


A Butterfly drinking liquor


These weird thing happen to me around 1977

I was then a sales assistant in a Chinese emporium
The Emporium was newly open before I joined them
Chinese patent medicine and medicine liqours and wine
I was at the medical liquors and wine department
Weekend was very crowded with people
Promoters was busy letting customers to taste
their  sample of liquor with a small wine glass.
I was helping the promoters washing the small glasses   
And notice a small butterfly of 3 to 4cm in size was
on edge of one of the glass with some liquor in it.
And slowly it moved into the glass and tuck out a
proboscis (feeding tube) and suck up the wine.

A few colleagues from nearby gather and watch
A guy colleague from the advertisement site passby
we ask him to bring a camera to take the picture of it
But he said he will draw it out, but in the end
got no news of it.
He was a busy man drawing and painting advertisement
for the company, and I dare not to urge him as we
not close friend.
Where these butterfly came from?
A Shopping building with fully air-conditional, and we were on the
3th floor with no windows around us and how did it fly in and
how it disappear within second.





未雨綢繆啦

Smiley 未雨綢繆啦............

今天這一篇不是從<無名小站>那搬過來
是心血來潮想要<交代後事>而寫的

人生無常 何況一個 身心都不健康之人  Smiley
每天醒來 能睜開眼睛看到身邊的一切
就是多賺到的一天

今天早上和小妹談論一些後事如何安排
母親會在意這些 所以在她面前我們不談
父親在世時 從不避諱或避忌這些事
曾經告訴我 無數次要怎樣辦理他的後事
他過世時 算是很突然 後事照他所想要的
一一照著他在生前對我所交代的去辦

不怕一萬 只怕萬一 生命是無常
家裡一向都是我在處理大事件
萬一我這一走 尤其小妹 她比較膽小
怕她們亂了方寸 只好先交代一些
叫她不用難過 人遲早都要走這一步
我也只是先做好準備 以防萬一

要以佛教儀式 一切從簡 不要舖張
骨灰安哪裡 家中的神祖牌又如何
安置在廟宇等 先對小妹交代好.



若許久不見我更新部落格 那就是我已做<>去了.

我喜歡花,記得帶花來!





Saturday, 12 October 2013

閑談 -- (夢/ Dream) -- 搬家


夢- 搬家  

{{ 無名小站/09-06-2009  23.23pm }}


天還未亮,我起來小解之後又躺下再睡,迷迷糊糊中夢見父親,


夢境的他還在人世,他拿手機要我打電話给三弟叫他回来吃飯,
看他样子很開心,醒来後也感覺很欣慰。

時間過得很快,父親過世已經快六年了,父親節来临了更懷念他。
我常夢見他,有時知道他已不在人世了, 有時的夢境裡他好像還活着。
七個兄弟姐妹,獨有我常夢到他,日有所思,夜有所夢来作為解释吧,
他到我的夢境来,常會要我去傳達一些信息 或要我去辦些甚麼,
這些年來,我的推測相當得準确。

就好像三年前我們要搬家,大家忙以整理和收拾,
夢境裡,父親也在收拾東西,
他就像在世一样,好像他知道我們要搬家了,
從神台櫃子裡,搬出一些東西,他坐在地板在整理
放在神檯櫃子裡的東西,平時我們都很少去看或去碰的.

最為神奇的是父親用一張红纸,包著一塊鏡子和一把梳子,
還有把剪刀拿了给我,很清楚地對我交待
用红纸包的镜子和梳子要我還给三弟,剪刀卻要我收好。
夢醒後,我趕緊跑到客廳裡, 將神檯的櫃子打開
看看櫃子裡頭有些甚麼東西?
天呀! 鏡子 梳子及那把剪刀都在。

回想當年, 老三结婚前一晚,父母要和新郎梳頭所用的,
那時,三弟還沒有自己的房子, 婚後要和岳父母一起住,
所以這些東西,便一至留在我們家,事過境迁,大家都忘了。

我就照父親的話, 把那塊鏡子和梳子用一张红纸包了起來
準備還给三弟, 至於那把剪刀我就代為收住了,
剪刀和其他利器 是不可以給人或送人,避免日後刺破彼此感情
這是我們所相信的禮俗或是只是傳說, 老一輩人都會顧慮到這些.


 {{ wretch/09-06-2009 23.23pm }}

     Dream / Move House  


It was almost dawn, I wake up to ease myself
and went back to continue to sleep.
Vaguely, I saw my father in the dream,
As if he was still alive, he was happy and pick up
a cellphone asked me to phone my brother.
Asked my brother to come home for dinner.

Times fly as he was pasted away six years (2003)ago.
Father's day is around the corner, I really miss him.
Six siblings seldom dreamt of father except me,
Maybe I miss him too much,
and I am the only one alway dream of him,
Each time I dreamt of him, he was trying to inform me
certain things or to remind me of doing somethings,
after all this year with my guessing experiences
it was quite accurated.

Three years ago, we going to move house, busy packing
and I dream of my father was packing too.
As if he know he that we are moving house,
he causually sitting on the floor packing something
from the altar cupboard (where we pray deities and ancestors)
We children seldom open the drawers of the altar cupboard,
Usually my father was the one who often doing the praying
and keeping the cupboard's drawers.

He took a piece of red paper wrapping up a small mirror
a comb and pass to me a pair of scissor.
He told me to pass the red package to my third brother,
and the pair of scissor I may kept it on behalf for my brother.

Once I wake up, quickly I ran to the hall where the cupboard was
and open the drawers, it was miracle and unbeliveable
the comb, mirror and scissor was in there.
Years back, all these stuffs was used during the Eve of my
brother marriage, it a traditional practice for parent
to do the blessing for the bridegroom on the eve night
My brother was then staying in his in-law house
before he got his own house, so it was left at my house
for years and everybody totally forget all about these stuffs

I follow what his order, took a piece of red paper and
wrap up the mirror and the comb together waiting to gave
back to my third brother.

And I kept the pair of scissor for him. Why must I kept the scissor?
Our belief that sharp metals, needles or knifes do not give it others
we borrow or lend it to someone, must make sure its return or get back.
Do not give it to someone as it will cut off the relationship or become
enemy someday.







Friday, 11 October 2013

鬼故事(2)-- 泰國酒店無臉孔的女鬼


泰國酒店無臉孔的鬼  {{ 無名小站/ 04-07-2010     00.56am }}


從網站的藝樂新聞 看到本土導演梁智強及他的徒弟辉哥在談關于遇鬼記

是為新戲在做宣傳呢。。。。或許是真的吧.

我也有感而發,小時候親眼見過两次,大約在十二、三年前出國也遇過,

那时在泰国酒店裡。


其實一路來,若有‘東西' 周圍, 我都會有一種 feeling. 我會感覺得到,
我有一種很特别的通灵感覺,那就是<牠>常常會到我夢裡来,告訴我要什么,

多數往生者都是自己人,可能是我比较虔诚的道教徒吧,對於拜拜鬼神我都很捨得。

在夢中我也到過陰間幾回,有時後會很害怕的驚吓到醒来。 Smiley


因為我們家老二要娶泰國姑娘為妻, 為了讓我的父母多了解泰國

和真正泰國人民, 他們的文化, 風俗及一般平民老百的生活.

因為在老一輩 總以為(暹羅人)泰國人都會做{降頭}{蠱毒}

一些邪門歪道的懷事,女孩子多都是不三不四的,

所以為了讓老人家安心, 特地帶父母親到泰國旅游去.


那年和父母及弟妹五個人到泰国去旅行,在酒店裡弟弟和父親住我們隔壁房,

我一直覺得門外走廊有人在走動,聲音像似是有人在門外撕纸張或在弄胶袋

系系沙沙系系沙沙。。..系系沙沙系系沙沙。。。哪聲音在我耳邊響很久很久

但是, 剛才大家上来時,進房来,走廊一个人影也没有。

從我们一進房到大家輪流梳洗後,準備休息時我還是聽到。

開始我以為是酒店員工在修理甚么,想想這麼夜了,是不應該打擾房客才對呀,


我便問母親是否有聽到,她說没有,妹妹也說没有,奇怪,明明有聲音。

我本想打開門看看,母亲馬上阻止因為她也害怕,

我只好選擇從門內那粒珠镜望出去,看看門外到底有没有人。

這一望,天呀!嚇得我整個人如被炸飛 身子往後退, 撞到廁所門差點跌進厕所裡,

母親和妹妹也给我吓到,急忙扶着我,久久我都無法出說話 我差點暈倒

還好,那時後還年輕,没有心臟病,要不然, 不死也瘫痪了   SmileySmiley




我看得非常的清楚,它是个女的,短短頭髮,那張臉!那張臉

没有眼睛、没有鼻子也没有嘴,就只有张無孔的肉臉。
那是我 這一生所遇到最恐怖的一幕,直今我都無法忘記。
每每回想时, 我心理還有餘悸 太可怕了........







Thursday, 10 October 2013

Thailand Hotel

{{ Wretch/09-06-2009 23.23pm }}

Yile news from the website reporting the local director Jack Neo
and his apprentice Huige  talking about the case of a ghost they met. 
It maybe just an advertising news, creating some news for the their
new film ....................  It might be a true story too.
But their story remind me of my own experience in Thailand
hotel many years old.

1997,  We went to Thailand together with our parent,
my second brother and my youngest sister .
My main purpose was to let my parent  know more about
Thailand culture and civilation  of the people there.
Many of elderly  people do not like ( Siamese) Thailand people,
The people are clever of using black magics on others,
Most of the  women are loose and are prostitutes.
I suggest the Thailand trip was to let my parent ease their mind.
Because my brother was going to marry a Thai lady.

When we arrived at the Hotel, my father and brother one room,
my mother, my sister and me share a room just next door.
When we were in the room, I felt very uneasy and can hear sound,
the sound kept arousing my ear, like somebody was outside the room
tearing some plastic bags or sounds like crushing some plastic objects.

It very weird, I asked my mom and sister whether they heard that
But, both they heard nothing. I wanted to open the door take a look
Because my mom was scared, so I gave up opening the door,
I took a look through the door's peeping hole, the second I look thru!
I was like been blasted back and bumb onto the toilet door,
nearly fall into the toilet, luckily my mom and sister hold me tightly.

For minutes, I can't speak a word as my face was as white as paper.
I was still young then, with no heart problem,   Smiley
if not, I might have a heart attack at that moment.
I saw it very clearly, it a young girl with short hair style wearing
a short dress,  the minute she look up, her face was blank like
mud colour  fresh with no eyes, no nose and no mouth.

That was most terror things in my life, till now whenever I recall back
It still haunting me.




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Door peeping hole








Wednesday, 9 October 2013

鬼故事(1) -- 聯絡所的鬼魂

{{Wretch/ 05-08-2011   11.04am}}

聯絡所的鬼魂                           


在農曆七月間, 談談鬼故事還蠻刺激喔

我們家剛搬到歐南園政府組屋, 組屋對面就是新加坡中央醫院.

大約在我十二或十三嵗時,我親眼見過一次,就在我家楼下,

小時侯,我家境很窮,一家八口只靠父親做小販来維持生計,

小孩一担生病,沒多餘的錢看醫生,父親就自己當起了醫生,



到葯鋪買成葯或到涼茶舖買些涼茶, 小時侯我們沒到診所看醫生.

那晚約十點多鈡了, 我的三弟發高燒,父親要我下楼去買的凉茶.


我住的是政府組屋的十樓,一樓二樓全是商店,三樓是片空地.

後來政府把三樓空間來興建成聯絡所, 給居民們有個休閑去处。

在建聯络所時,紅色磚塊搭起一道道的圍墻,紅磚墻還未抹上洋灰

那晚我沒有搭电梯,從十楼走下去,三楼有道門可以通出去空地,

大人公司 (很特殊的宝号?)


可以看到那道還未完成的墻時,就在我走到三楼半時,我親眼目睹,

清清楚楚地看到一个沒頭也沒有腳的人影緩緩地飘進那道墻過去。

我連跳帶跑到了一樓,嚇到臉青青,買了凉茶不敢一个人搭電梯囘家,

我在樓下等了很久, 希望有人來搭電梯,才敢搭电梯回家去。


我在那住了十六年,到聯絡所去的次數不到十次,尤其是在夜間。

聼老一輩的人說,歐南園這地方較為陰森,日本侵佔新加坡時,

是日軍所囚人的監獄,有很多冤魂,组屋對面是医院的停尸間

剛搬去時,幾乎每晚夜裏,狗兒吠聲,動魄驚心吠叫聲令人毛骨悚然。

現在的歐南園 (Outram Park) 2013

Community Ghost

1969/1970 Outram Park ( opposite of Singapore General Hospital )

A white shadow passed thru the brick wall right infront of me.
I was then twelve years old. My family was poor.
My dad was a sole-breadwinner in the family

with my mom helping him and Six children to fed,
so we never see a doctor when anyone of us were sick.
My father will be a doctor himself, he were go to the 
medicial hall (drug store) to get the regular medicines
and some chinese herb tea, those look like black coffee
herb tea was very bitter and horrible taste.

That very night, my third younger brother was sick with high fever,
It was almost ten to eleven o'clock, my dad order me to go
shop down stair to buy the chinese herb tea.
We stay on the 10th floor, my father was quick temper,
When we young, we very frighten to see he gets angry,
So I don't wait for the lift, I rushed down the stairs.
I afraid the shop was close at that wee hours.
And if I can't get the herb tea, my dad were be angry.

I went down the stairs and almost reach the third floor

at the mid stair in between the 4th floor and 3rd floor
I saw a white floating spirit with no head slowly
pass through the wall of the bricks right infront of me.
I stung for a few second and was terrified!
I run down the stairs as quick as possible with high speed.

I brought the herb tea and dare not to take the lift alone,
I stay on the main lobby waiting for somebody else to
come to take the lift and went up together.

The place where I lived was once a War prison and during
the Japanese invade and occupy times, majority war
prisoners was executed here. Opposite the road was
Singapore General  hospital mortuary.
( Today the Mortuary is still there)
When firstly we shifted there, the place was dark and ghasty,
the dogs yelp almost every nights, even some adults felt
dread and terror during the night.


( Today's Outram Park 2013) 
The place was demolished many years ago, now beside it is a Train Station.






Friday, 4 October 2013

難忘的生日 -- 出海放生

Unforgetable Birthday -- Liberation
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That was my Unforgetable 50th Birthday
Many of the " friends" having the same birthday
month, November.
Its was organized by Singapore Popular Temple
< Buddha Tooth Relic Temple >
Out to the Sea for Liberation of the fishes.
All the devotees and (shifu) monastary monks
together set off with 3 or 4 buses happily
travel to the harbour.
Then we board onto a very antique ancient design
boat with dragon heads on bothside of the boat.
The boat was name after an ancient history
warrior  [ zheng he ] .
Firstly, We do all the praying with the Shifu then everybodys quere to start the liberation.





There were only fishes for liberation, everybody
get a pail with 2 or 3 fishes each time,
then let the fishes slide down to the sea with
a long semi-cut plastic pole lead to the sea.
With rejoice and excitment and many of us
goes with many rounds to liberite the fishes.

After enjoying the vegetarian lunch, then
comes to entertainment time, the monks play



chinese classic music with flutes and all of us

sing the birthday song and play games together.
It was so enjoyable and took many of the photos
Southern scenary of Singapore is so Beautiful
Though the boat didn't travel out too far
We passby few popular small island like Kusu
and Sentosa.
  


難忘的生日-- 出海放生    {{ Wretch/22-11-2009 }} 


今天和很多同在十一月份生日的信徒們,          

乘着一艏名位 [ 郑和] 的古色古香船只
一起出海到位于新加坡南部的海域放生,
蠻有新鲜、也很别開生面的體驗,永遠難忘的生日。




一早就到新加坡佛牙寺集合,
信徒們及四位空門師父坐上三輛旅游巴士车,
浩浩荡荡来到南部海港上船,
船只古色古香,两边船身還有刻印龍頭,

師父們念完佛经,大伙儿排隊在船的一邊,
工作人員给每个信徒一个胶桶放着两条魚兒,

排隊後繞道另一邊再慢慢把胶桶裡的魚兒
倒入一条绑在船边垂到海里的一条像沟渠跑道,
看着魚兒坐滑梯倒入海裡,美妙极了,

在心裡默念 阿彌陀佛! 阿彌陀佛! 阿彌陀佛!




放完魚兒,大伙儿一起唱生日歌,切蛋糕,
師父也拿起乐器,奏起乐来还不赖,满好聽。
過后又有自助餐,我到船的甲板上去拍照,
由其新加坡南部景色太美了,也看到龜島、聖淘沙島。

很難得有這樣的機會坐船出海過生日,拍了很多照,
若有機會再去放生,就不可能再碰到是生日的當天,
所以抓紧机會赶紧拍个不停,電池都耗尽了。
我難忘的五十大壽!







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